♥Angel of Hope♥

Yesterday was the El toro park candlelight service at 7pm, Chanel 2/9 was there, We didn't know that until after we arrived, the orange county register pulled us aside apparently they had taken a picture of us and were planning to put it up on the news paper so they needed our name.. though i don't know when that happened since we never saw a camera close to us, i wanted to say no but Carlos talked before i did and said "sure" I think I'm going to kick him randomly one of these days.. the whole thing was beautiful but the music they plaid made both me and Carlos cry a bit, since it was mostly songs about losing a child. And that's what the candlelight service was about, for all those family's and parents who lost a child. Bellow is a picture of my baby boy's grave site, I miss him so much this week is his 2nd birthday so it was more emotional for us to go. There was this lady there that had lost three of her children in a car accident 2 girls and a boy, she spoke about what happened and how now she had triplets 2 girls and 1 boy which is really a miracle you know :)

After we got home we turned on the news to see what they were going to say about the whole thing and we ended up seeing Carlos on there twice, by hubby said the camera dose make people look big lol.. I needed a smile before going to sleep :) I'm so glad that he has been there by my side through good and bad.

The next day it rains, but I cant enjoy it like i use to, since I'm stuck in doors and Carlos is worried that i can get sick... and that would harm the baby :) but at least we have sliding doors and the curtains are pulled up so i can see it from the bed hehe.. laters!