♥Baby Blues♥

I came up with an idea and I am going to go for it, you see a while ago i was looking up blogs about moms who suffer from the "baby blues" but there are not that many out there, I know its not common for a mother to admit when they feel like the world is just crashing down around them while at the same time they have to suck it up and care for a new born baby who's only instinct are to depend on you for everything. I have a husband who has been working hard at two jobs and is now taking time off of work in order to help both me and the baby, I cant thank him enough for all the help he has given me, from cooking, cleaning, and taking care of the baby, while i feel like I'm just wallowing away in my own world. And even after all the help I have had I still feel down and tired everyday..

on to the Project::

I plan to write about my day to day.. or once a week to week about things from baby blues, to just life.. so I will start by a formal introduction.. starting over with out deleting any of my previous posts..

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My Name is Viviana Ramirez Paredes, I am a 26 year old trying to go back to collage and become a children's book writer, I am not working at the moment but I do plan on returning to work in about 2 months. I am a Mother of a 2 week old baby girl named Luz Valeria who looks just like her daddy! I am married to a wonderful man, who happens to know how to take care of a baby.. I'm from Mexico and he is from El Salvador. I've been clinically depressed since before high school, after I met Carlos I felt like a big rain cloud had Finally vanished from over my head, and life was normal again. Yeah I'm weird but who isn't now and days, I'm mostly shy.. I love reading books, I had found that books in my past acted like a safe haven from the world.

too be continue ..my baby needs me :)