Monday, April 19, 2010

little soldier boy...


Today Luz is 4 months old, on Saturday we went to visit her older brother for the first time since December, I am trying hard to be strong, but even after almost 2 years i still cant stop blaming myself for him being gone. I'm always with the "what if's".. I truly miss him so much. The froggy on the stone was a joke i had between me and him when he was in my tummy, he would feel like a frog jumping all over the place. I had in mind all these froggy cloths planned out for him for when he was old enough to put on, I had imagined so many things.. but never that he would be gone.

I was in tears when i heard the short song this guy sings on the anime "avatar the last airbender"



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