le froggy and Baby

Luzy love

2011-01-13T11:53:00.000-08:00

Well Luz is growing up too fast.. just the other day she started saying Hi lucy.. and I love you, but you know it all sounds like alien talk to me.. lol I still wonder if I will be a good mom to her, I truly hope so. Luz is now one year and almost a month, and still can't walk but she can stand on her own for a long while and take like two steps before falling on her butt. she is soo freeking cute!! I can't wait to dress her up again for this years Anime expo!!!, last year she was Agnes from despicable me. this year.. who knows.. maybe sailor chibi moon, or kiki from kikis delivery service!! something along those lines.. My sister is already going to go as a lolita, perhaps I will join her.. if i manage to shred a few pounds before then.. gah!! this diet sucks!!! but its working.. though still it sucks!!!

Some things i hope Luz will love!!

Anime

Manga

books

cute things

learning new things

mythology

history

and me for acting crazy!!

so Luz when you get older.. i apologize ahead of time for being an otaku lol.. mama LOVE'S YA baby girl!!

Halloween fun

2010-11-01T09:44:00.000-07:00

yesterday luz had so much fun!! her first Halloween. Carlos got more candy when he kept using her monkey puppet and saying one for luzys friend :D

jr firefighter

2010-09-27T14:00:00.000-07:00

Baby Luz is hard at work supporting a heart related 3 mile walk!! people loved her lady bug sticker on her cheek lol. I'm going to look through my things and write down the website after work today!! :D

lucy goosy

2010-09-23T21:10:00.001-07:00

Luz Update!

She has eight teeth now! 4 on top and 4 on the bottom! :) she is growing up so fast! I haven't had the chance to sit down and relax, I am now a working mama! my sister is babysitting Luz while i work part time cashier. Its not the best position but its better then nothing, since jobs are so hard to find close by. I Miss her so much when i am working, I'm always wondering if she is alright. I love my baby girl and cant wait for her first birthday coming soon :D

This pic is one that I had fun editing!!

park

2010-06-27T08:46:00.000-07:00

Luz and her Minion going to the park! he is in disguis XD

day one

2010-06-24T12:58:00.000-07:00

Despicable me from a project in swap-bot.com, only 60 people were able to join.
luz loves her new friend though we have not come up with a name jet for it. i will keep you all updated on the minion on my blog!!
we plan to take it with us on our trips this and nex week

balance

2010-06-13T20:59:00.001-07:00

no this was not photo shopped.. i get that sometimes.. My hubby has baby luz over the bed, she cracks up when he dose this.. I hate it!!! it gives me the chills thank god he stopped doing that..
anyways.. we have been doing ok, Luz is growing up like a normal baby girl, she is very active, she responds to her name, talks a lot, and pretends to cry when she is laying down too long, the difference between really crying and pretending is that there are no tears, and when she knows I am looking at her she turns to face me and smiles (kicking her feet and moving her arms up and down) she gives me a look like “oh shoot she found me out” XD
She still cant roll to her side, and hates tummy time, she cry’s when she is sleepy, and when she is hungry she starts to cry repeating “baba” she has identified Baba with bottle, only because every time I made her bottle I had always pointed at the bottle and said “do you want your baba” she will be 6 months old this 19 th !!! She will be going to her first Angels game this month!! And her first anime-expo on July 3 rd

little soldier boy...

2010-04-19T20:29:00.000-07:00

Today Luz is 4 months old, on Saturday we went to visit her older brother for the first time since December, I am trying hard to be strong, but even after almost 2 years i still cant stop blaming myself for him being gone. I'm always with the "what if's".. I truly miss him so much. The froggy on the stone was a joke i had between me and him when he was in my tummy, he would feel like a frog jumping all over the place. I had in mind all these froggy cloths planned out for him for when he was old enough to put on, I had imagined so many things.. but never that he would be gone.

I was in tears when i heard the short song this guy sings on the anime "avatar the last airbender"

shake

2010-04-04T22:03:00.000-07:00

We were in Los Angeles visiting family when we felt the after shock of a 7.2 shake from Baja California Mexico, it was not strong, me and my sister in law continued to eat like if it was nothing. I have felt stronger shakes then that. His family and carlos kept on watching the TV and talking about how that was nothing, Carlos is from El Salvador, before he came here to California there was a big earthshake that coused a lot of damage over there. My baby slept through it, and after the phone lines were up again i called my sister in San juan, they felt it too, she was asleep when she felt the bed shake, her baby girl didnt feel a thing she continued to sleep..I am sooo sleepy.. tomarrow I will be buissy sending out postcards, and swaps to the post office, i havent had the time to relax, we have been going out all weekend.. its been fun.. easter was alright... But i love how mothers who hate pagan's celebrate easter without knowing it's history, before the catholic church changed its meaning.. I'm going to sleep now.. "happy Ishtar day" I hope you all enjoy the celebration of the spring-fertility goddess Eastre because i sure did

parade

2010-04-01T21:42:00.000-07:00

this one is a bit late but it was taken when we took Luz to her first parade, at san juan capistrano for the swollows day parade

baby loves abc's

2010-03-19T22:56:00.000-07:00

she can sing along with me when i sing to her ABC's.. but all she really dose is say goo over and over untill the song is done lol. She is 3 months old today.. Jees she is growing up too fast.. i miss when she would fall asleep after her bath.. or when she would only drink 1oz of formula and be knocked out.. now she drinks about 4oz.. every 3 hours..

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It made me so upset at what i saw today in the news.. a baby sitter hitting a baby with toys and even kicking the baby at one point.. god i hope that lady is put in jail forever!! poor baby.. i can't balive it made me cry just seeing it. I am honestly afraid to leave my baby with any babysitter now.. I'm going to think about who will take care of my baby when i go back to work, who is part of my family.. inner family.. like my mom or his mom.

♥baby smile♥

2010-02-27T22:29:00.000-08:00

Baby update
humm.. what to say, Luz is doing well, she smiles a lot and loves to sleep!! :) that's the best part. My hubby takes night shift when she wakes up at 3am, since for some reason i cant seem to wake up at that time or hear her until my shift at 5-6am hehe.. i get more sleep.. the good thing is that she only wakes up once at night.. and for the rest of the day she sleeps or spends her time looking at things. My hubby tolled me once to talk to her.. so I did, turns out that my conversations put her to sleep. Right now Luz is 2 months, she can respond to voices by turning her head towards the person and smiles, Luz tries to reach for small objects that i hold in front of her, and she is starting to make "goo" sounds! she only cries when she is hungry.. and thats about it.. a little when she is getting a bath! I am doing a bit better I am now on meds and feel so relaxed and a little less tired. My sisters baby girl cessy is going to be 2 years old soon, she calls her "baby" only and is jealous of her hehe.. my mom placed my baby on Cessy's bed to get cloths for her, when she turned around cessy was in the process of pulling her by the feet and off the bed, my mom said when she took my baby from her bed cessy climbed on and laid down, she never go's near her bed unless she is going to take a nap or sleep. I cant wait to see how things go when Luz is old enough to walk and spend more time with cessy.. I love it when it rains.. today was a pretty good day.. except for the earthquake on the news.. that really sucks.

♥no internet♥

2010-01-29T14:19:00.000-08:00

Sorry guys but with the lack of Internet I will not be posting here as much as I had hoped, Bills are getting to be a pain in the butt, its between food, baby formula and Internet and I think you can pretty much guess from here that Internet was the less important of the three.. We are living pay-check by pay-check, and since I wont be working until April or hopefully a little earlier, my hubby just barely makes it to pay bills.. Right now we are at the library checking out some books and checking e-mails.. its nice to go out but I cant do this everyday with the baby and me alone. Carlos is now working.

Baby Luz is lucky that all she has to drink is formula, we on the other hand are getting tired of cup-of-noodles, and eggs.. sunny side up, scrambled, eggs with ham, eggs with veggies, and eggs with noodles.. yummy... Xb one of the many reasons i could not breast feed my baby was because i was not eating well.. which sucked since there was so many good things i heard about mothers who breast feed.. :(

I will post as often as i can.. but i wonder if anyone ever comes and visits my lonely little blog.. see ya all later.

♥smile♥

2010-01-22T09:18:00.000-08:00

My baby smiling after a nice Loud burp!
She slept through the hole storm last night too, the hail was pretty amazing but the lightning not so much.. i hate the lightning. 9 years ago while on a vacation in Mexico lightning struck my elderly neighbor's TV when he had gone to go change the Chanel, he was ok but it sent him several feet. All we heard was a loud BANG and the power went out. What i was tolled was that the bolt hit the antenna outside at the same time he was reaching for the TV knob, we were lucky not to have anything on, since the two homes were connected and sharing the same antenna.. its one of those old old old antennas...

Anyways.. here is a picture of the hail It's not a very good one but the whites are the chunks of ice. I heard there was another tornado that hit about an hour from where we live. California people are not prepared for tornado's..

♥rain♥

2010-01-20T09:24:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I was worried that the tornado would pass by us but it hit 30 min from where we live, still that was the first time in my 10 years of living in California that i have heard of a tornado making land, I love the rain and before the baby i would enjoy weather like yesterday where it looked like the house would be blown away, I always had wanted to be a storm chaser but now I see things little more differently, all i could think about was if there is flooding how the heck do we take our baby out of the home when she is only a month old. I heard that one of the roads has flooded not to far from where i live. Today is calm and there is no rain outside, its a good thing too since my baby's Dr. appointment is today, but if its start to rain like yesterday we are going to have to re-do her appointment.
we are all doing well though, we saw only one lightning and heard several thunder sounds yesterday. My baby slept through the whole thing, its really hard to wake her up when it comes to feeding and changing her, she is only awake and active when she wants to be.
I guess tomorrow another storm is going to hit so we might as well do the shopping today before the rain comes down again. :)

♥i remember you♥

2010-01-19T06:50:00.000-08:00

The hardest thing for me was saying good bye to my baby boy Christopher Alexander, i think i can talk about him now and not bust into tears. he was our first born and both me and my husband were so thrilled to become parents. I was only four months into the pregnancy when i started not to feel right, i could sense something wrong when he was not active in my stomach I remember waiting for my husband to get home because i was having some stomach cramping that I thought was constipation. I wanted him to go to the store and get me something for it. But when I realized it was not cramping but strong contractions we rushed to the hospital. were i was already dilating (6) I cant remember much of that night, just being given an epidural and then my mind go's in and out of consciousness, I could barely make out the nurses telling me to push. They had taken my baby boy away as soon as he was born so i never got to hold him or see him. After waking up later on I was tolled that if we had been any later in arriving both the baby and i would not have made it. My baby boy had so many complications, from not being able to breath on his own.. to having a fragile heart. I couldn't hold him he was attached to so many machines that doing so would only put him in danger. He was born December 9th 2007, he was like a late birthday gift for me since i was born on the 2nd of December, my Mother on the 5th of December so it was a gift for her too. Pretty soon all went down hill from there, by the second day they brought in a Pastor to baptize my baby boy, and then the worse news of all we were tolled he was not responding to any of the medicine, and that we should enjoy whatever time we had left with him. but how could i when he was in there suffering. When they tolled us he was bleeding from within the head, that's when we knew we had to let him go and not allow any more suffering. He had fought for three days to stay alive only for us to pull the plug, and then i Finally got what i wanted which was to hold him in my arms but when i got to hold him he was already gone.. i still blame myself always thinking "what if"...

Even though its been almost two years I still find myself wondering why it happened, i did everything i was suppose to do, i went to all my DR appointments i would eat healthy, and never did anything that would cause me to endanger my baby. I still cant pass by the hospital where he was born without thinking that if i walk in there would he still be in there waiting for his mommy to come and take him home.. or maybe i was dreaming the whole thing.. but visiting his grave always brought me back to reality.. i am guilty of another thing.. I don't visit his grave as often as I use to.. dose that make me a bad mother? for not wanting to feel guilty for something i had no control over.

My Family tells me My baby girl Luz looks like her brother, that only adds to the hurt, but i love my baby girl so much, and i don't want anyone to think she is a replacement of her brother, she is her own spirit. And I am thank full everyday that she is with me knowing that My husband and I had a second chance to become a family.

♥getting up♥

2010-01-08T16:37:00.000-08:00

I Finlay got out of the house today to see a movie, while my hubby took care of the baby, he is most wonderful! :) I guess he understands that being stuck in the house all day has never been something i enjoyed doing, actually i was pretty depressed when i was tolled that i was to stay at home for 5 months just lay in bed and do nothing.. GAH!!! that was the worst 5 months of my life.. but it was to make sure that both the baby and I were going to be ok. Now I am so happy to get to walk around and do some house work, to do anything that dose not involve me laying down.. I saw AVATAR the movie it was one of the best movies that i had the chance to see, I don't want to ruin it for anyone who actually stops by to read my blog but its worth seeing it!! so go on a get a friend or someone to go with you and see it.

the graphics were amazing, and the backgrounds were breathtaking, I'm actually a really picky person when it comes to CG movies.

Man but once the movie was over all i could think about was getting home as fast as possible and hold on to my baby.. My brother and sister were really cool about dropping me off home after the movie instead of going to eat something.. is it weird to want to spend more time with the baby then family?..

before i had gone to the movie the nurse had come in for a visit, she said that we are doing pretty good, she is a healthy baby and so cute! lol..

alright I better get going before all this clicking wakes her up hehe.. laters.

♥Baby Blues♥

2010-01-06T07:11:00.000-08:00

I came up with an idea and I am going to go for it, you see a while ago i was looking up blogs about moms who suffer from the "baby blues" but there are not that many out there, I know its not common for a mother to admit when they feel like the world is just crashing down around them while at the same time they have to suck it up and care for a new born baby who's only instinct are to depend on you for everything. I have a husband who has been working hard at two jobs and is now taking time off of work in order to help both me and the baby, I cant thank him enough for all the help he has given me, from cooking, cleaning, and taking care of the baby, while i feel like I'm just wallowing away in my own world. And even after all the help I have had I still feel down and tired everyday..

on to the Project::

I plan to write about my day to day.. or once a week to week about things from baby blues, to just life.. so I will start by a formal introduction.. starting over with out deleting any of my previous posts..

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My Name is Viviana Ramirez Paredes, I am a 26 year old trying to go back to collage and become a children's book writer, I am not working at the moment but I do plan on returning to work in about 2 months. I am a Mother of a 2 week old baby girl named Luz Valeria who looks just like her daddy! I am married to a wonderful man, who happens to know how to take care of a baby.. I'm from Mexico and he is from El Salvador. I've been clinically depressed since before high school, after I met Carlos I felt like a big rain cloud had Finally vanished from over my head, and life was normal again. Yeah I'm weird but who isn't now and days, I'm mostly shy.. I love reading books, I had found that books in my past acted like a safe haven from the world.

too be continue ..my baby needs me :)

♥My Baby♥

2009-12-23T09:14:00.001-08:00

Baby Luz Valeria Paredes Ramirez
Born 12.19.09 at 2:26am

♥immigration♥

2009-12-16T11:20:00.000-08:00

laguna hills via lomas is dead right now.. immigration is going around people's homes knocking on there doors.. that's pretty stupid..
are they even allowed to do that?
I think about the children who are left alone when they take the parents away, cuz those idiots wont even bother trying to get hold of there family's all they care about is how many people they managed to get rid of that day. I was walking to the mail box and saw the truck outside they kept looking over my way but didn't bother me, though i have nothing to worry about since i have my paperwork, but it would of been nice to make a commotion outside. My aunt said she got a call from the neighbor telling her of whats going on and freaked when I was not in the room since I went outside to drop off the mail before the post man arrived, she was worried about me lol.. she forgets all the time that i am legal, any who it seems like everyone is getting a call from somebody letting them know not to answer there doors or go outside if you don't have paper work. this has always been a controversial topic so I'll stop writing about it now.

having a lot of cramping.. is that normal? the baby due date is the 21st.. I hope.. if all go's well that is.

♥Angel of Hope♥

2009-12-07T08:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the El toro park candlelight service at 7pm, Chanel 2/9 was there, We didn't know that until after we arrived, the orange county register pulled us aside apparently they had taken a picture of us and were planning to put it up on the news paper so they needed our name.. though i don't know when that happened since we never saw a camera close to us, i wanted to say no but Carlos talked before i did and said "sure" I think I'm going to kick him randomly one of these days.. the whole thing was beautiful but the music they plaid made both me and Carlos cry a bit, since it was mostly songs about losing a child. And that's what the candlelight service was about, for all those family's and parents who lost a child. Bellow is a picture of my baby boy's grave site, I miss him so much this week is his 2nd birthday so it was more emotional for us to go. There was this lady there that had lost three of her children in a car accident 2 girls and a boy, she spoke about what happened and how now she had triplets 2 girls and 1 boy which is really a miracle you know :)

After we got home we turned on the news to see what they were going to say about the whole thing and we ended up seeing Carlos on there twice, by hubby said the camera dose make people look big lol.. I needed a smile before going to sleep :) I'm so glad that he has been there by my side through good and bad.

The next day it rains, but I cant enjoy it like i use to, since I'm stuck in doors and Carlos is worried that i can get sick... and that would harm the baby :) but at least we have sliding doors and the curtains are pulled up so i can see it from the bed hehe.. laters!

2009-12-02T08:23:00.001-08:00

♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!♥

I feel pretty old now.. >.<

gothy chick

2009-11-16T19:29:00.000-08:00

finally got this one done! :) it took me about 2 weeks.. due to the whole bed rest thing..
normally something like this i can finish up in less then 3 hours.. gah!! i cant believe it took me that long. going to add it to my website later on tomorrow.

fire update, my brother called me and said they can see a huge cloud of dark smoke, but they can not smell it. it's not too close to them so they don't have to worry about evacuation anytime soon. I just hope that over night they manage to put it out, but they keep saying it is only about 10% contained so that's a big maybe.

FIRE

2009-11-16T13:52:00.000-08:00

There is a fire going on right now near south side of Ortega highway, i live in Laguna Hills cali, so i can see it from my window, this is the best pic i could take from my doorway. My family lives in San Juan Capistrano and they haven't seen it.. so I wonder where exactly is the fire..

as long as there is no strong smoky smell i can leave the window open, man i remember the fire of 2007, we would wake up with so much ash on our car, it looked like dark blankets of snow, I was preggy with my first baby and was not allowed to go outside due to the amount of ash and wind, it was hard to breath at times, but it was not so close to us that we had to worry about evacuating.

still not feeling so good, my back has been hurting so much when laying down for long periods of time, which i am tolled i have to do.. wish me luck i have to be like this until the baby is born.

new hospital policy

2009-11-15T08:26:00.000-08:00

I was just tolled that there will be no visitors under the age of 16 when i go in to deliver sometime between now and December, I can only have one person at a time visit me, right now I am unclear about that one, someone ells said i could have two people at a time, which would mean by hubby would need to leave the room in order for both my parents to come in. I need to call the hospital today to make sure, since I don't do so good with one person visiting me at a time.. that would be a little awkward for me.. I'm a shy person so i wouldn't know what to do with out my hubby at my side he's that one i turn to for help. after giving birth i know i wont be in the mood to answer questions or talk much.

still having some weird pain in my stomach they did the stress test, where they monitor the baby's heart, so far she is doing good, but they said something about the ultra sound showing i had less fluid in the baby's pouch, or something like that..

need sleep now.. :)

bye bye

H1N1

2009-11-13T08:04:00.001-08:00

I've been feeling a little off.. so i haven't had time to post, I had gone to the DR. on Tuesday to get my weekly shot, and they caught me off guard with he H1N1 flu shot, they said i needed to get it since they don't want to risk me getting sick or anything.. so now both of my arm's still hurt from the shots that i got.. I wonder if they are suppose to mix shots like that on Preggy Lady's.. My hubby got one too, he is feeling normal.

Man I woke up this morning with a lot of back pain, and i keep having a small pain near my right side of the tummy.. it just comes and go's .. bleh.. I see my second Doctor today for an ultra sound so I'll let her know about it.

they lied!!!! the weather people said it would rain yesterday and it didn't.. I miss the rain a lot, i hate the sun.. well at least now its little more cloudy.. :)

OH! Wal-mart threw me a baby shower on Tuesday I was so excited, Both me and my Hubby met at Wal-mart after i quite we started dating, and i got re-hired a year later when i applied again.. anyways all the Lady's I had worked with wanted to surprise me with a baby shower, and since my hubby still works there as a department manager they had tolled him to bring me over but to not say anything about it to me.. too bad for them my hubby sucks at keeping secrets lol.. we got so many things! a cradle baby cloths, and a lot of gift cards, we plan to use them to buy a car seat and dippers :)

book findings #2

2009-11-09T17:59:00.000-08:00

Title: To My Daughter, With Love by Donna Green (©1993)
Another one of the books i had bought, you basically fill it out with your mothers information, your information, and then your daughters information like a memory book that you will give her on her wedding day. It's fun filling out the questions. it's also called the mothers memory book. The art work is beautiful! I got it for $3.00

Title: what my little girl is made of (©2005)
another memory book this one is just information they ask things like "when I saw your sweet face I... and you fill in the rest, again this book has wonderful artwork. I only bought it for $1.00. I am looking forward to filling it all out and giving it to my little girl when she turns 15 on her Quincenera (15Th birthday) a traditional Mexican celebration for a girl's coming of age.

Baby shawer

2009-11-08T13:09:00.001-08:00

I had so much fun yesterday with my family, it's not often that we gather together.. so I am really glad they all managed to come to the baby shawer. I got so many cute outfits and items for my baby girl, we finally decided to name her Luz Valeria (i need to figure out how to spell her second name) Luz means light in Spanish, and also the name of my mother-in law who is one of the nicest person i have met. When Carlos and I were just starting to date she was the one who said "so when will you two get married so i can have grandchildren" ... I love his family very much. I still remember my dad saying "wow his cooking is amazing you have my permission to get married" On that day I had brought Carlos home to introduce to my family, he wanted to cook for them. And sadly my family knows that I cant cook at all no matter how much i try hehe... Anyways Carlos and I had fun, he actually joined in some of the baby shawer games they had, he always finds a way to make everyone laugh and have a good time.
::Swap-bot NEWS::
I joind the "be my blog follower swap", and there are people there with such nice blogs, I hope that I will be able to update intresting things on here. I'm still penpaling most of the time since it's the only thing that I can do that wont get me out of bed as much, Carlos is planning to take me to micheals on a weel chair so that i can get some crafting items YAY!! he knows how board i am having to lay down all day and feels pretty bad about it, so most of the time he will try to take me out on the weel chair when i am not feeling tierd, sick or in pain.

The picture bellow is one that me and Carlos took on a trip to big bear on jan 20o9

book findings..

2009-11-07T09:19:00.000-08:00

After walking around at the OC swapmeet, my hubby and I headed towards the lady that sales books, I found this one stuffed underneeth a lot of books, its still in good conidtion, it has some writing on it, "to Dorathy May Potter 1917" the book itself was published in 1912, the art work in the book is pretty cool to see, I love it!

CUTE!

2009-11-05T11:33:00.000-08:00

While I'm on strict bed rest I find more time to draw and sketch, so when i get sketches done I will try my best to post them up.. this was done for my journal.. I think i crammed too much into that poor book, i cant even close the covers anymore :)

MY journal is mostly full of letters I have received, stickers, and other junky stuff. I am still penpaling in swapbot just untill the baby is born.. then after a few weeks i might start up again. I hope.. We finaly figured out the name of the baby, but it's going to be a secret from the family just untill the Baby shawer this saterday, I'm getting two one from the family and one from my old job at wal-mart, my hubby still works there and mostly all the ladys there know me..

ATC's

2009-11-04T20:52:00.000-08:00

These are some of the ATC that I got from my swap-bot partners! they are realy cute!

I will get the names of the people that i got it from tomarrow right now I am getting ready to get some sleep :)

Halloween

2009-10-31T22:22:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween!

too bad I cant go out since I am on strict bed rest.. gah!! I am board out of my mind just laying down all day doing nothing, and I am only allowed to sit for a few min's and then back to bed.. The baby is doing well.. We are hoping she will stay in ther longer.. and not come out early as they said she would be.

I have new pen pals!! yay! on sawp-bot.com, I'm aslo working on some ATC's so if you ever want to trade with me e-mail me any time and lets swap, I will be taking pictures of the ones that I have done and post them on my flickr account. which you guys can see on the side bar.

Swap-bot

2009-10-20T18:36:00.000-07:00

I have joined Swap-bot.com and so far it's been pretty cool! I get mail once a week or several times a week by people that i swap with, its exciting going to my mail box and getting postcards, packages, pen pal letters.. well it depends on the swap I was in :)

Baby update
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She is doing fine, I'm now 29 weeks Preggy and I might end up having the baby early.. it depends on my health.
she was suppose to be due on jan.05.10 but I just hope she wont be out before Christmas or new years, that would suck for her, imagine how hard it would be trying to celebrate her birthday and a holiday together..
nothing new now.. been working on ATC's (art trading cards) and pen paling..

baby blues

2009-07-21T09:21:00.000-07:00

still having morning sickness, I am about 16 weeks preggy and really sick of just being sick lol..
so far i am starting to keep food down but its been really hard to eat anything without feeling all "gah".. I am able to sit down longer then five minutes so I hope that means i will get to go on more often and post my art.. i havent realy felt like drawing since I have been spending most of my time sleeping, feeling like throwing up, and just tierd.. :)
I'll be back soon... I hope..

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I also got to go to anime expo :) it was the best!! since it was the first time i had the chance to go.

Death note (spoiler)

2009-05-02T08:44:00.000-07:00

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le froggy

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I finally went to see Death note, and it was everything i expected, I think I would have enjoyed it more if the father of the girl in front of us didnt talk so much during the film, he practically had to question everything. Note to everyone

"DONT BRING YOUR PARENTS TO AN ANIME RELATED FILM"

there are some characters that need more work on there acting like one of the female actresses who plays the bad girl, stabbing people and shooting at them really over did her part, she seems like she is trying to hard to play that character, and in some cases she kills the film with her acting. L is pretty funny during several parts of the movie, he keeps you more intertained then anyone ells, for a 2 hour and 40 min film i think it was somewhat worth the pain of having to sit down in a crappy seat for that long. As for the rating i think it should be somewhere between PG-13 and R since i dont think parents want there kids seeing a man being electrocuted while having blood coming out of there eyes and mouth

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Death Note L change the world

2009-04-29T19:29:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I am going to see Death Note L change the world with my older brother, it's going to be pretty cool since I dont get the chance to hang out with him anymore.

He's into death note, I borrowed the first two movies from him, so i have never even seen the Anime or read the Manga, which is on my to do list..

I'll let you all know how it go's!
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Swine Flu has really gotten out of controll I mean today at work we were sold out of Medical masks and disinfectants, we re orderd more but we will not be getting anything untill next week or two weeks.

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Im watching Negima!? disc four, I still think that the first version is a lot better then the second version only because it made a lot more sense. However it has a lot of humor in it so its worth watching it.

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Le Froggy

2009-04-28T21:19:00.000-07:00

Ello Everyone
My name is Viviana Ramirez, I am 25 years old and Married
I live in California but was born in Mexico
I Enjoy Anime, Manga, book collecting, and antiques.
I have studied art since Elementary school but never took is seriously untill High school.
I took two years of Collage, I dropped out due to family issues. I do hope to return to finish up my last two years, but thats a big Maybe, since i have little to no time due to work.

I use to be a mother of a wonderful baby boy who i had the chance and honor to be with, he passed away three days after his birth due to being 4 months premature. I love him and miss him dearly.
(christopher Alexander 12/09/07 - 12/12/07)
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Well thats all I can think of for now, anything ells just ask me.
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I wish to write about topics regarding things I have seen and books I have read, places I have gone to.

List of Locations I have been to
Disneyland
six flags
Knots berry farm
sea world
Las Vegas
LA Zoo
Hollywood
Universal Studios
Nevada
Big Bear
Mexico
Texas

What I've seen
Blue men (vegas)
Wicked (hollywood)
truly modern milly (high school play)

singing in the rain (high school play)
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