Luzy love

Well Luz is growing up too fast.. just the other day she started saying Hi lucy.. and I love you, but you know it all sounds like alien talk to me.. lol I still wonder if I will be a good mom to her, I truly hope so. Luz is now one year and almost a month, and still can't walk but she can stand on her own for a long while and take like two steps before falling on her butt. she is soo freeking cute!! I can't wait to dress her up again for this years Anime expo!!!, last year she was Agnes from despicable me. this year.. who knows.. maybe sailor chibi moon, or kiki from kikis delivery service!! something along those lines.. My sister is already going to go as a lolita, perhaps I will join her.. if i manage to shred a few pounds before then.. gah!! this diet sucks!!! but its working.. though still it sucks!!!

Some things i hope Luz will love!!

Anime

Manga

books

cute things

learning new things

mythology

history

and me for acting crazy!!

so Luz when you get older.. i apologize ahead of time for being an otaku lol.. mama LOVE'S YA baby girl!!

Halloween fun

yesterday luz had so much fun!! her first Halloween. Carlos got more candy when he kept using her monkey puppet and saying one for luzys friend :D

jr firefighter

Baby Luz is hard at work supporting a heart related 3 mile walk!! people loved her lady bug sticker on her cheek lol. I'm going to look through my things and write down the website after work today!! :D

lucy goosy

Luz Update!

She has eight teeth now! 4 on top and 4 on the bottom! :) she is growing up so fast! I haven't had the chance to sit down and relax, I am now a working mama! my sister is babysitting Luz while i work part time cashier. Its not the best position but its better then nothing, since jobs are so hard to find close by. I Miss her so much when i am working, I'm always wondering if she is alright. I love my baby girl and cant wait for her first birthday coming soon :D

This pic is one that I had fun editing!!

park

Luz and her Minion going to the park! he is in disguis XD

day one

Despicable me from a project in swap-bot.com, only 60 people were able to join.
luz loves her new friend though we have not come up with a name jet for it. i will keep you all updated on the minion on my blog!!
we plan to take it with us on our trips this and nex week

balance

no this was not photo shopped.. i get that sometimes.. My hubby has baby luz over the bed, she cracks up when he dose this.. I hate it!!! it gives me the chills thank god he stopped doing that..
anyways.. we have been doing ok, Luz is growing up like a normal baby girl, she is very active, she responds to her name, talks a lot, and pretends to cry when she is laying down too long, the difference between really crying and pretending is that there are no tears, and when she knows I am looking at her she turns to face me and smiles (kicking her feet and moving her arms up and down) she gives me a look like “oh shoot she found me out” XD
She still cant roll to her side, and hates tummy time, she cry’s when she is sleepy, and when she is hungry she starts to cry repeating “baba” she has identified Baba with bottle, only because every time I made her bottle I had always pointed at the bottle and said “do you want your baba” she will be 6 months old this 19 th !!! She will be going to her first Angels game this month!! And her first anime-expo on July 3 rd

little soldier boy...

Today Luz is 4 months old, on Saturday we went to visit her older brother for the first time since December, I am trying hard to be strong, but even after almost 2 years i still cant stop blaming myself for him being gone. I'm always with the "what if's".. I truly miss him so much. The froggy on the stone was a joke i had between me and him when he was in my tummy, he would feel like a frog jumping all over the place. I had in mind all these froggy cloths planned out for him for when he was old enough to put on, I had imagined so many things.. but never that he would be gone.

I was in tears when i heard the short song this guy sings on the anime "avatar the last airbender"

shake

We were in Los Angeles visiting family when we felt the after shock of a 7.2 shake from Baja California Mexico, it was not strong, me and my sister in law continued to eat like if it was nothing. I have felt stronger shakes then that. His family and carlos kept on watching the TV and talking about how that was nothing, Carlos is from El Salvador, before he came here to California there was a big earthshake that coused a lot of damage over there. My baby slept through it, and after the phone lines were up again i called my sister in San juan, they felt it too, she was asleep when she felt the bed shake, her baby girl didnt feel a thing she continued to sleep..I am sooo sleepy.. tomarrow I will be buissy sending out postcards, and swaps to the post office, i havent had the time to relax, we have been going out all weekend.. its been fun.. easter was alright... But i love how mothers who hate pagan's celebrate easter without knowing it's history, before the catholic church changed its meaning.. I'm going to sleep now.. "happy Ishtar day" I hope you all enjoy the celebration of the spring-fertility goddess Eastre because i sure did

parade

this one is a bit late but it was taken when we took Luz to her first parade, at san juan capistrano for the swollows day parade